
I know I've hurt you for what I do ..
and I want to apologize ...
and hope we can start all over again,
forget all, again as before.
Honestly, I really appreciate the times when everything is as it once was.
I almost could not take the reality of your loss.
I really want you back.
I just want to have the best of it, the best of the best of you and us.
I might say it is a "game" but did not.
I longed to have you back and I want to always see you, talk to you, always.
I do not want to be alone with a stranger, was hundreds of miles of you,
I doubt if they are friend or enemy,
the longer I'm getting scared and not strong...